ages of absent from this blog, looking back those old photos..tears of all kind of memories bursting...

this photo was taken on my brother's wedding with my sister holding my nephew in november 2007.. plus sister-in-law and brother-in-law

below are my parents

a good friend just pass away recently at the age of 35 due to cancer. was there with him few days before he pass away till the post-funeral..the family's grief really haunting me for days and nights..am so afraid the same thing might happen to my belove family members. no way i can cope with the lost...even now, far away from them, missing their grin, their nag..no matter what happen in the past, how intense the arguments were, how much apart from personal principles and lifestyles, all these memories seems to be like.. wine, sweeter as time pass by.

if a person's sins are the reason why him/her to have cancer or going through torment of sicknesses..then, Father in heaven, let me bear my family members sins. let them not suffer from any torment, but live a happy and healthy life.